Hey there

Forgot to write on this yesterday way too busy and then i just fell asleep.
Forgot to fucking exercise nearly !
Did Pilate's although i miss my skipping :( haven't done it since Tuesday, my bodies just exhausted. Went for a beaut run though, no-one down the tracks, the cold air hurt though when i stopped, made it better.
So yesterday i did my presentation, i think it went well, got either a merit or distinction,I'm not sure if the teacher likes me though. Handed in all my essays and film for Breakfast Club in 60 seconds, id rather get the distinction or merit than win the comp although that would be fun :D
Felt like i was going to have a heart attack doing the presentation, my voice sounded like i was going to cry, but apparently i didn't 'look' nervous, although I'm assuming i bored people so much that they didn't notice.
This guy in my class just winged it, i mean it seemed like he knew he was talking about, well his confidence helped it to look that way, i want to be that confident, sumet i need to work on i guess.
Teachers have already started asking us all what we wanna do as a realistic career. Most people in my class want to be directors. Or start off as a runner.
I have NO clue, i change my mind to much. Id like to work for heat, or on MTV as a presenter. Just something interesting and fun that will keep you busy and motivated. I just want to put my energy to something worth while that people are going to anticipate. You know like on films when you see all of the credits, imagine how proud the people who have contributed to making a TV show, film or even music video. I want to be a part of that, no matter how big or small.
So today, got to work (late again) my dad refuses to set off before half past, i mean i have to get dressed and go on the shop floor at 5 too. Today was good at work, wounder how many calories Ive burned. I feel like I'm gaining weight when i miss exercise even though I'm losing it without trying these days. I just feel lazy though, I'm always exhausted, drinking water constantly and you know what that leads too, and then I'm craving chocolate, but i just end up having one of those snack twix's or a chunk of chocolate, i don't even like it but now its like i have to have it, like when your incredibly thirsty, your not satisfied until you've clenched that craving or thirst. Which makes me feel worse and fatter because I'm too tired to exercise, well exercise properly which is usually half an hour skipping and then 20 minutes on Pilate's. I just keep managing to do my Pilate's and sit ups and squats and stuff every night, but i miss my cardio :( well with some hope ill just have breakfast and something to eat when i get home from work and start my exercise at 7 and get my cardio if anything else. Or dancing ha Ive never been dancing but its not hard, i mean with all the dance shows on TV these days its not difficult to pick some moves up and make them your own.
Well seeing as I'm shattered once again I'm going to finish playing on cafe world on face book and go and do Pilate's for a stretch before i go to bed.
See ya ! x